my hamster

i used to have a lil darling at hm. his name is hammy.

he has been my lil darling for abt 2 yrs. He passed on abt 1 mth ago.

i didnt realised that i acutally missed him until i was cutting celery for soup yesterday. I was like.. oh yeah, beta save a lil for hammy and then i recalled, hammy is buried downstairs.

i cant bear to keep another pet.. not even a fish.. cos hammy's death really caused me much distress. I cant bear to let him go... i love to watch him eating the food, running on his wheels and even crawling all over me. He may seem small and un-noticeable but to me... hes my darling...

sigh, this is life. Even your pets will pass on someday. When i carried his carcass on my hands, i rem the time when i first bought him... his small lil body with a coat of winter white fur... gosh, he looks so adorable...

i miss him...