anger and peace

i am a pax with a very quick temper.. something whcih i am never proud of.. in fact, ashamed of.

this afternoon, the straw on my back broke and i was really damn upset and furious. I could feel my BP rising and my heartbeat beating as if i was running a marathon.

then i left my desk and managed to compose myself in anorther room. Gosh, i dont awnt my bb to feel my anger. i feel so sorry that i threw my tantrum esp over something known as "work".

to me, work is purely for $$ to survive thus why am i getting angry over work? i tried to ask myself this qn and i realisd that its not work, but the attitude of my colleagues taken in their work.

well, God created all beings to be different and too bad, i just have to learn how to let go and perform my best at work.

May the spirit of God be with me always that i can learnt how not to focus on ppl but on Him alone.