right or wrong

you are right or your are wrong BUT who is to judge except God???

most of the time, we try to do the RIGHT things.... but in our context, what is right and what is wrong???

i used to think that doing the right things mean having your desired repercussions and vice versa. but now, i dont think this applies anymore.

the other day i met this handicap man down the St near my office and it was pouring heavily. He couldnt even walk properly and i rushed over to shelter him with my brolly. He couldnt even hold the brolly at all, his fingers are deformed. I started to panic and was thinking of just sheltering him to his desired location instead of giving him my brolly.

some tots flashe through my mind. That means i get wet... and i miss my lunch. this is not my desired repercussion at all. Then in that case, which means, i shouldnt offer my help at all.

i tried asking him where he was going and i couldnt make out what he was saying. a few seconds later, there was this lady who ran towards him and she skillfully sloted the stem of the brolly in the berth between his arm and body and he was all nicely covered up.

i never felt so wrong.... i felt that i m so selfish... how can i ever think of my interest first when this poor man needs my help desparately. The lady who rushed over to give him a brolly didnt even carry anor brolly with her.

i prayed about it... though God is a merciful God but whenever i recall about this incident, i feel disappointed with myself.

imagining that i was him.. how would i feel when i m so helpless?