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i was really angry yesterday till i actually lose my enormous appetite for lunch.
anyway, it all evolved ard work and human which is all the more i feel unnecessary.
frankly, i m not angel. i work for $$$ which is the consideration for work done and responsibilities committed at work.
i have this particular colleague of mine whom i guess we have a lil misunderstanding which snowballed to ICE BERGS yesterday.
apparently, she was very unhappy and dissatisfied with me over what i tot was very trivial. she penned an email addressed to me and our immediate boss over her dissatifaction. Of cos, i did reply but with the HS in me, i addressed all her unhappiness with LOVE.
Just before lunch after i came back from a meeting, i realised that she had penned another email in reply and my immediate boss had intervened, i guess my boss was too horrified and disturbed by the most trivial issue being brought up.
apparently, my colleague tinks that i pocketed her files while i collect bundles of files which include hers. Well, to be very honest, i earn a flat salary, that is regardless if i handle ONE file or ONE HUNDRED files, i only earn a flat fee. Further, i am NOT the HARDWORKING award winner of my office afterall. Anyway bk to what she said, she was very unhappy that some of her files have gone MIA after I collected them for her. Well, for me, i did apologise for mixing up files after collection in my earlier email.
i asked myself, what is she thinking in her mind? i m really clueless. And of cos, i shouldnt judge her with my blurred vision.
NOW, God answered what i prayed for yesterday. How to forgive and forget, it is found in Col 3:13 You must make allowance for each other's faults and forgive the person who offends you. Remember the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.
it makes sense to me last nite when i flipped over to this verse. God has forgave me for all my terrible mistakes which i have committed and whoever gave me the right to be angry with anor human esp when all of us are called to be at peace with one another.
i will be praying on this... till i get out of the anger trap
anyway, it all evolved ard work and human which is all the more i feel unnecessary.
frankly, i m not angel. i work for $$$ which is the consideration for work done and responsibilities committed at work.
i have this particular colleague of mine whom i guess we have a lil misunderstanding which snowballed to ICE BERGS yesterday.
apparently, she was very unhappy and dissatisfied with me over what i tot was very trivial. she penned an email addressed to me and our immediate boss over her dissatifaction. Of cos, i did reply but with the HS in me, i addressed all her unhappiness with LOVE.
Just before lunch after i came back from a meeting, i realised that she had penned another email in reply and my immediate boss had intervened, i guess my boss was too horrified and disturbed by the most trivial issue being brought up.
apparently, my colleague tinks that i pocketed her files while i collect bundles of files which include hers. Well, to be very honest, i earn a flat salary, that is regardless if i handle ONE file or ONE HUNDRED files, i only earn a flat fee. Further, i am NOT the HARDWORKING award winner of my office afterall. Anyway bk to what she said, she was very unhappy that some of her files have gone MIA after I collected them for her. Well, for me, i did apologise for mixing up files after collection in my earlier email.
i asked myself, what is she thinking in her mind? i m really clueless. And of cos, i shouldnt judge her with my blurred vision.
NOW, God answered what i prayed for yesterday. How to forgive and forget, it is found in Col 3:13 You must make allowance for each other's faults and forgive the person who offends you. Remember the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.
it makes sense to me last nite when i flipped over to this verse. God has forgave me for all my terrible mistakes which i have committed and whoever gave me the right to be angry with anor human esp when all of us are called to be at peace with one another.
i will be praying on this... till i get out of the anger trap

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