sufferings of the non believers

i received 2 pc of bad news last evening. The same shattered and dampened the spirit of the upcoming CNY which is 2 days away.

my uncle and cousin have been diagonsed with pancreas and blood cancer respectively.

i was shocked and taken aback. Both men have slogged and worked for their respective families all their lives.

my uncle has got an only son, david. david has been working overseas for about 5 yrs and just returned recently. i can imagine the stress which he is undergoing. my poor auntie, the woman who stood behind my uncle all these years is definately very depressed. In fact, i hvae never seen her depressed and down before. They were all there for my mom when she got her stroke almost 2 yrs back. But now, i fell so helpless that i cannot help them in any way. God says, I am the provider of ALL. Does He provide for the non-believers as well? Can He extend His mercy to my uncle's family then?

As for my cousin, a father of three lovely gals, what lesson does God wants him to learn thru his illness? i am clueless...

i m lost... for now... my heart aches for both of them and their families. i wanna Lord, my heavenly Father to tell me that its just a nightmare, i wanna His reassuring arms ard me... Father, you hear me? You hear my cries for You...