last blog here

this is the place which i dread.. honestly.. i wish i didnt have to be here.

nonetheless, i promise myself after this very LAST blog here, my future blogs will be full of joy and peace :)

EIGHT more days to a new land!!! i cant explain my eagerness and excitement.

over here, i learnt the most important lesson in my life which is what God says:- Be as shrewd as a snake and as innocent as dove.

rem the lil lamb who is friendly and all eager to help all others in the jungle. However, she was native to think that the lion is on her side. i mean, the lion has been eyeing her for the longest time ever and to attack and eat her up in HIS mind.

the lil lamb is nice to everyone whom she deals with. For those whom she dont really fancy, she keeps her distance away from them. BUT yet all are targeting to eat her up.

her heart has turned cold, tire and numb from all these. to be nice means to suffer at the hands of others.

as a result, the lil lamb has decided just to keep to herself. NOt that she is strong or whatsoever but cos this is her self defence.

well, not ALL are bad. thru the years, i have made myself some very valuable colleagues whom i foresee will remain with me till i go home to the Lord.

i wish to forget everything here.. empty the recycle bin as well.

i wanna be what i used to be and a light with the likeness of Christ :)