ppl

havent been blogging for more than a week now.... been happy, anxious, depressed and whatsoever for the last one over week.

happy cos i am carrying a child... God hears my prayer, praise the Lord!!! anxious cos i really didnt noe wat to expect my body to react... all that dizziness and tiredness makes me hesitate if this was a happy moment of my life. I wasnt spared from my household chores as well since the 2 men at home is not exactly very helpful :/

anyway, depressed cos i see and discover the attitudes and behaviours of ppl all ard me. Be it my relatives, my frens and my colleagues.

why cant all ppl be kind, helpful and nice? why must they behave in a way that puts ppl off? God didnt make all humans alike but definately Christ like.. so if thats the case, why cant ppl be more Christ like????

i m demoralised even to come into office now... y? cos the behaviour of my colleagues puts me off.... i used to wk as a cashier part time when i was schooling... though ppl there have generally lower education, they DONT behave like wat my colleagues do in office? thus, what makes them???

i learnt a lot from my cashiering days.. those days i wish i can stay forever. Though the pay is lil compared to what i m drawing now but ppl are much more nicer and more considerate. It is true that we see aweful and stingy customers but still the comforting words came from the older aunties and uneducated ah lians.

Here in a professional environment, where most of my clients are nice, the ppl ard me working are not exactly. Is money and power the driving force? Then what are earth are they here for???????

Who am i to judge them???? i m in no position. They will eventually face God for judgment.

Lord, i pray that u will soften my heart to accept ppl as what they are...soften their hearts to allow them to know U... Father, pour your grace and mercy all over the ppl. mould us to be more Christ like... In Jesus name, Amen