MY fats

i hate to stand on a weighing scale now... i hate to see anything more than my usual weight.

it has been 6 weeks since i gave birth and the fats do not realy seem to have gone off. my waist has gone up to 30 and my butt at 39!!!!!!! the sight of all my size "S" clothes demoralises me. i hate to see myself in the mirror... i hate to be buying new clothes now in BiggeR sizes.

i wonder when i can shake off all those extra fats... WHEN when WHEN when or NEVER!!!