God & me

God created us to glorify Him.

well, to be very honest, it is easier said than done.

Personally, i try to be gracious and have a forgiving heart to the extend that i have decided to just ignore everything surrounding me. It just me that by ignoring, it soothes my heart not to stress itself.

No one is perfect, i am not perfect too myself. I cant expect anyone around me to be either. BUT it is the sinful nature in me just to expect a lil more out of the most.

i used to have a maid. I was v domineering over her. Last nite when i tot over about having anor maid in a few mths time, i tld myself that this time round, i will treat her with grace, patience and love. Afterall, she has left her home country to come here to wk as a maid. I am sure that she misses her family terribly too.

I am aso waiting to leave my job now.... in about 9 more months. I realised that the death of my boss is really too tough to take. I miss him... his words and his handwriting. I miss the way he advices me and the small talks we had. Even though he wasnt saved eventually, i prayed thet God's comfort, grace and mercy be upon his family.

Back at home, i am praying really hard for salvation. Now i truely understood how stubborn i used to be b4 i was saved. Looking at my mom, i thank her and praise the Lord for giving her the strength and grace to bring both me and my bro up. Though we wasnt rich but at least we were covered bodily and full all the time. Praise the Lord!

The Lord is wonderful and truely amazing. I long to see His face but i also confess that i have not been obedient. I am not able to behave like Christ, his amazing grace, love and mercy.

Shame on me....