God's love

i was at the confectionary this mrg. i saw this lil boy in hi sch uniform queuing up to buy a slice of the spiderman cake.

boy, when i saw the lil one carrying a huge tray with a pc of the cake, i wish i could have held him in my arms and tell him that the cake is for him from me. i could see the gleam on his face even as he was carrying that slice of cake.

his granny was standing o/s the store so i didnt wanna alarm her unnecessarily. anyway, on my bus journey to work, it then dawned upon me that God's love for me is just like the love i am having for the lil boy and even much more.

God wants the best for me.. definately. He wished that i had followed the path which He had chosen for me.. He must have wished that i have taken a strawbeery cake instead of a chocolate one cos He know what is the best for me BUT He also gave me a free will. How gracious is He? He is so mericiful for when my free will fails me, He makes gd the consequences.

unfortunately so often, i forgot about Him completely letting my humman nature takes over what i m doing.

thus, i m sure that Father feels extremely let down by my actions.

Father, may i ask that You hold me in your arms.. never let me go and nev let my free will ruin the path You had planned for me. Amen