waves singing

my hus aspiration is to become a successful bizman in order to provide for ALL in is family. He left his job in 2004 to realise the same.
it all started with trading.. anything under the sun. then he attempted to get his fingers into vietnam. as a result of the same, i was dragged into learning vietnamese and u can imagine. next, my dear husband invested in a local coffeeshop to only find himself being swindled of $$$.
next, he got himself into printing... banners and all... things were looking good for a while till he realised that the same was too labour intensive.
he took a break, went on the study of the Word and remained calm and composed for a lil while before resuming his former self. i thought that it was the end of his self employed identity but was proven wrong again. he attempted to seek employment but he realised that God's calling for him is definately not there.
i started to receive all sorts of his fresh new out of the oven biz ideas. at the end, he opened a toy shop. i recall the times when he told me that it is extremely tough to operate retail stalls locally as the rental itelf is a killer. even before i could react, the toys came in and biz began. he works a good 12 hours shift now to guard his beloved toy shop now.
to conclude his ideas as a whole, they are just waves dancing in the sea. one moment you see a wave of 10 metres high and next u see only one 2 metres high.
i have tried to remain as supportive as ever trying my best to hide my disappointments in whatever which he is doing. but now, after so many ventures, failures, mini success, i started to ask myself if i can continue playing the role of a cheer leader here.
can somebody cheer me on instead?
