lost child

imagine a child who is wandering in a jungle filled with wild plants, trees and of cos vipers..

i m lost in that now. i lost the motivation i had months back. have got no idea how to re-motivate myself in the environment i am in now. thankfully, i still have access to msn, my consoler... haha...

well, am looking around for the way out in the jungle which i have been stuck for the last one year. it seems tough esp when the sky seems dim and i can hear the roars of vipers in the background.

why is it so difficult to find a place where i truey belong? is it only situated at home where Jesus belong? i m weary and tired but He said come, come to me, I will give you rest.

leaving on a jet plane

i wish i can leave on a jet plane... far away from where i m now. looking far away to a farm of my own with a lovely lil pond. a house made of red bricks with a red rooftop and a burning fireplace. a house which is only fill with laughters, joy and peace all year round.