i do...

why do couples come tog?

for similar interests, bad habits etc?

BUT when do they realised that they are actually not meant to be? for a gal with 3 bfs, how wld she know who among the 3 can give her a blissful marriage? no1 man can be handsome and rich, no2 man can be similar but tog with all the virtues & no3 man can have nothing. If thats the case, who among the 3 shld the gal wed?

its ez to say i do at the ceremony but it may costs a lifetime to rectify that "i do". And when in the marriage will the couples find each other unsuitable? some found out in 1 mth, some 1 yr and some even 10 yrs.

do couples have to come from the same bkground to shares happiness and woes tog or diff bkground to appreciate each other more.

I read in 1 Cor 13:4-7:- love is patient and kind....

I believed that every marriage is made in heaven. BUT what if we go against God's plan??? does that mean that the couple will not have everlasting blissful marriage?

i m not patient towards my spouse, neither am i any described in the above. In that case, if there TRUE love? i m pondering... am i afraid of being left on the shelf like all gals do that i just take whatever who comes???? or am i meant to be single? i have these burning qns in my head.

for a marriage of 1o yrs, is there everlasting love? or it is just a committement? if it is just a committement, then it goes to prove that there is no everlasting love.

thus, it also shows that ONLY God has everlasting love for us. can we His creations do that too?

what do u want???

what do i want in my life????

$$$, career etc???

no, i know what i want.

I want a carefree life whereby all my loved ones are closed to me and healthy. I wish that i can own a farm house one fine day. The plot of land will be used to grow my fav fruits and vegs. I can also rear some pets.

Who cares about BIG cars, BIG houses, EDUCATION, CASH... out all u go...

i cant imagine the satisfaction i will have when i glance out of the windows of my hse every mrg. I will see the sun rising and also the breeze from the nearby river.

breakfast will be served outdoors... with freshly squeezed jucies every mrg. The kids will be running and playing ard the house. Both my hus and i will then set off to work at the fields..

my mom and loved ones will stay at home to whip up delicious meals for entire family.

birds chirping, the sound of the slow waters and the greenary entice all.

slim

ever wondered why women must be slim to look nice and attractive?

now that i am pregnant, i dread the day whereby i cant fit into my size "s" clothes anymore. Already, i have a tummy which looks like a baby pillow and i cant imagine the size of my baby pillow after i give birth. i cant also pic my hus's face when he sees me becoming fat.

if a woman is pretty (face) but she is fat, does that mean that men wont fancy her? its so weird!!! why must women go on diet and exercise like crazy just to please those silly men who want their women slim and sexy?

does it also mean that slim and sexy women are "good" in moral values??? i wonder if the men ever thought of that. What is the point of having a slim and sexy gf or wife when her character and moral value sucks? or perhaps men just prefer whats outside and not inside.

how abt men who seek slimmer women after their wife got fat after giving birth? i pity those poor wives who had gone thru the pain and suffering of carrying that idiot's kid for 10 months and labour.

slim? slim? slim? is it really so important for a woman to stay slim alwaes?

ppl

havent been blogging for more than a week now.... been happy, anxious, depressed and whatsoever for the last one over week.

happy cos i am carrying a child... God hears my prayer, praise the Lord!!! anxious cos i really didnt noe wat to expect my body to react... all that dizziness and tiredness makes me hesitate if this was a happy moment of my life. I wasnt spared from my household chores as well since the 2 men at home is not exactly very helpful :/

anyway, depressed cos i see and discover the attitudes and behaviours of ppl all ard me. Be it my relatives, my frens and my colleagues.

why cant all ppl be kind, helpful and nice? why must they behave in a way that puts ppl off? God didnt make all humans alike but definately Christ like.. so if thats the case, why cant ppl be more Christ like????

i m demoralised even to come into office now... y? cos the behaviour of my colleagues puts me off.... i used to wk as a cashier part time when i was schooling... though ppl there have generally lower education, they DONT behave like wat my colleagues do in office? thus, what makes them???

i learnt a lot from my cashiering days.. those days i wish i can stay forever. Though the pay is lil compared to what i m drawing now but ppl are much more nicer and more considerate. It is true that we see aweful and stingy customers but still the comforting words came from the older aunties and uneducated ah lians.

Here in a professional environment, where most of my clients are nice, the ppl ard me working are not exactly. Is money and power the driving force? Then what are earth are they here for???????

Who am i to judge them???? i m in no position. They will eventually face God for judgment.

Lord, i pray that u will soften my heart to accept ppl as what they are...soften their hearts to allow them to know U... Father, pour your grace and mercy all over the ppl. mould us to be more Christ like... In Jesus name, Amen

exercising

i have not been doing my regular jog for the last last 1 mth or so already.

my hus is so bz with wk that he is both mentally and physically exhausted at the end of the day.

anyway, i was at his warehouse helping him with his work last wkend.

guess wat i have got today? a pair of very sore and tired legs. The letic acid in both my legs is killing me. i cant even climb or walk down a flight of stairs now.. and the tot of walking simply is unbearable...

the cause of this is definately the lack of exercise.

i see both the indian and china workers who are able to wk thru the entire day w/o any ailments and here i m feeling so lethargic today....

sigh... exercise

sleeping

i need at least 7 hours of sleep each day else i will turn into a walking zombie in the morning.

have not been able to sleep well these last 2 weeks. my husband is very bz with his work and i wont even see him b4 my bedtime. Before i got married, i am so used to sleeping alone all by myself but after i got married, i am so used to having him around me when i sleep.

last year when he went for his reservice, i didnt managed to sleep well too. To be honest, i just need someone beside me, he can be working on his laptop and i can sleep peacefully.

as usual i didnt managed to sleep till about 12 plus am cos he only came bk at that time. I dont know why but once he is back, i felt the peace to sleep.

anyway, i am feeling dead tired.... i guess i really need to catch up on my sleep :O